Sister, this is beautifully written! Thank you for sharing your experience into words! I’ve really been enjoying listening to you... for some reason I was supposed to write “reading your work” and I automatically wrote “listening to you”. I trust that it is what my soul wants to express. Do you remember having the cord wrapped around your neck? I wonder if you’ve had any symptoms of that trauma show up in your life? Difficultly expressing yourself etc?
I love Alana’s cards! Although I don’t have the Rumi deck yet but I do have it on my list. I currently work with her Kuan Yin, Sacred Rebels, White Light, and Kali decks.
I've been reflecting on your question all weekend (I try to take weekends off sub) - for years into my adulthood i literally felt a physical sensation around my throat and I would occasionally have dreams where I was trying to scream and couldn't. But those were usually in the context of what you might call spiritual warfare or tuning into the collective suppression of voice, as I understand it from one teacher I talked to about it. Fortunately (knock on screen,) it hasn't happened in a long while. I lapsed into making my voice tiny in my late tweens into my early thirties, but for reasons specific to this incarnation that were not related to my birth that I can link, though of course everything is connected. I supposed you could say my entry into the denser layers included passing through some of those same realms, most likely. I think that perhaps, more than impacting my voice directly, it impacted my feeling of safety; physically and psychically.
Love it! Oneness. God shows up in us as us. Life-force. Spirit. We are a body in a soul. 🙏❤️
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Om Shanti!
Thank you Jamie! <3
Sister, this is beautifully written! Thank you for sharing your experience into words! I’ve really been enjoying listening to you... for some reason I was supposed to write “reading your work” and I automatically wrote “listening to you”. I trust that it is what my soul wants to express. Do you remember having the cord wrapped around your neck? I wonder if you’ve had any symptoms of that trauma show up in your life? Difficultly expressing yourself etc?
I love Alana’s cards! Although I don’t have the Rumi deck yet but I do have it on my list. I currently work with her Kuan Yin, Sacred Rebels, White Light, and Kali decks.
Love you sister, A’ho! ❤️🙏🏽✨
Beautiful brother, I am savoring your kind words and the beauty of you listening to your Highest Self within.
I've been reflecting on your question all weekend (I try to take weekends off sub) - for years into my adulthood i literally felt a physical sensation around my throat and I would occasionally have dreams where I was trying to scream and couldn't. But those were usually in the context of what you might call spiritual warfare or tuning into the collective suppression of voice, as I understand it from one teacher I talked to about it. Fortunately (knock on screen,) it hasn't happened in a long while. I lapsed into making my voice tiny in my late tweens into my early thirties, but for reasons specific to this incarnation that were not related to my birth that I can link, though of course everything is connected. I supposed you could say my entry into the denser layers included passing through some of those same realms, most likely. I think that perhaps, more than impacting my voice directly, it impacted my feeling of safety; physically and psychically.