A Fuzzy Poem and some non Sappy thoughts

A robin sat on the fence

Loons are on the lake

Trees of autumn

Only a few remaining leaves to tout

But other trees still of summer

Waft

Yellowing slowly

Like a willowing sky cloth

Buds all winter on magnolia

Doth

Keep my heart

Fuzzy

And well-warmed

Through winter

When naked and cold

All becomes adorned

In light and space

Holding space

For want wants to be

Nurtured

Gestated

Born

With Love let my heart

Adorn

With Truth

That speaks beyond the uncouth

Truth

That is sap

Not Syrup

Not Serum

Freely Absorb

Or Do Not

For you are Free

As Every Sovereign Divine

Orb

Let Your Light Shine Upon All Without Discrimination

Terra Brooke

wrote a wonderful piece on her microdosing experience. Terra is someone who uses psychedelics in a way I really appreciate - she listens to her own wisdom and intuition about how, what and when to take.

I have always been led not to take at all, but I know many, including Terra who have had experiences that open or amplify their channels to their Higher Self/Source/Love consecrated beings.

At the same time, my own inner sense is that we have been and are on the cusp of what Terra calls X and I’ll just openly call psychedelics, going very mainstream in a way that is a reflection of those who want us to own nothing and be happy - of those who seek to enslave and in some cases annihilate in a “humanitarian” way - without authentic, transparent, sober and uncoerced consent. My own intuition is that substances open up channels, and that depending on which channels they open, they can lead to different portals etc. Terra tunes in to a potential mushroom or what have you before she uses it. Her intentions are pure and loving. She has a good experience.

But what about people who are already struggling, like the sex workers and prisoners experimented on? And what dark cult uses might an amplifier have if it opens up channels, and which ones depend on intent, as I believe is the case based on my sober, non-drugged intuition?

I find it disturbing that those of certain cults seem to both deify the ego/human body and orgasm itself, while worshipping death, rather than honoring the body as a chalice for the Holy Spirit of our Oversoul to incarnate into form to flourish within matter, which ultimate is God’s body. Cults that glorify death and sex are not the same as the ones who become fearless of death, transcend it and use tantrik practices consecrated to God/Source as a conduit for attaining higher consciousness respectfully. That means no child trafficking, no rape, no body stealing, no coercing people to leave their bodies, no murder, no experimenting on unwitting victims. There is a reason prison is legal slavery - because prisoners don’t have the same constitutional right to not be enslaved. There is a reason those who are powerless are chosen - very specifically because they are unlikely to whistle blowers or to believed if they do blow the whistle.

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We’ve all heard pot is more concentrated than it used to be. Over coffee and looking at the loons at the lake, my husband wondered aloud how many people know the history of the DSM. The entire field of psychology and psychiatry is deeply interwoven with Nazi history and the history of using Nazi discoveries for wherever the US government thinks expediency overrides moral or ethical concerns,.

Allen Dulles, who was, along with Sidney Gottlieb and Richard Helms, directing programs that employed Nazis, was the one under whom Carl Jung worked in the OSS.